Enjoy the Moment

Sometimes the darkness creeps up inside of me, takes over my mind, makes me want to crawl into a small tight ball and just cry.  Why?  I don't know, it just does.

Everyone experiences loneliness at times, the world has left you, you stand alone, and in every direction there is no light to turn to.

The hardest decision - to choose the direction in which You want to go, and move forward, take that first step and to keep walking until you see that light.  You look back and want to run back to where you just came from at times, you want to hold on to certain aspects of what is left behind. 

Breathe...in....out....in....out

You look forward, and somewhere far ahead a light glimmers, you raise your head high, and slowly, steadily you take the next step toward the light.  Eventually it shines brighter and brighter, and what was once dismal and gray warms your skin. 

Even for a moment, bask in "it", enjoy what you have been given that day, for that day, that moment is what counts, relish the joy